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:hi: I was regressed by my cousin-in-law who's a clinical psychologist. She also lives within the L.A. area.
Not only was the session elucidating but had an interesting journey to it. There was a terrible condition that I was going through at the time. I finally was ready for an answer and asked the Universe to explain why. Most of my answers come through dreams and I had one of being another person living another life that though was modern time, but definitely int the past. What I had done in that life was so devastating to me that when I woke I couldn't stop crying. My grief/mourning went on for a couple of weeks to the point of asking the Universe for relief.
At that time, I took the bus to work and back home. On the bus home one day, I got the strongest urge to get off early and go into this used bookstore I'd never been before. I was wandering around when I found that it had a 2nd floor filled with science and metaphysics books. There was only one other person up there and it was a woman who had to get off the freeway immediately because of car trouble and was stuck in my town for a few hours.
Not only that but she originally came from the same town in Maryland (about 20 years before me). She even went to the same elementary and high schools my siblings attended. We had a really pleasant conversation about the east and our old home town. It was weird. Then came the crazy sensation to tell this complete stranger about my dream. Of course, I broke down in tears telling it. She was kind and patient with me and said, "It's not about my car. I'm supposed to tell you about "Journey of Souls." She told me that she had gone through the therapy with Newton and is one of the cases in the book! So she says get the book and the Universe will supply the rest of the answers. I was excited and happy for the first time in weeks, still broke down crying but Knew now that was coming to an end.
So around this time, my husband's cousin kept inviting us to her house. She's about 2hours away from us, just outside of L.A. Turns out that not only is she a clinical psychologist but a kindred, spiritually grounded and an intuitive. We hit it off immediately. Of course, during the evening I broke down. My husband annoyed I couldn't control myself and her husband shocked by the turn of events, left us alone. I told her about the dream, reading Newton's book. And that's when she asked if I'd like a session right then and there because she'd had training in the method. What was supposed to be a night of dinner and connecting to family turned into a weekend of exploration.
I've never been able to be hypnotized but this was an amazing experience for me. My vision became foggy and then I started to see and remember, sometimes in detachment and other times, well, not so detached and cousin would talk me down to remember that those events were over. So not only did I go back to That Painful Life but waaay, waaay back to another that was the cause of That Painful Life's decisions! I learned in between lives about the consequences of holding on too tightly to people I love and letting go in mindless anger. Just very sad.
And because my cousin-in-law is an intuitive, she thought it best to regress my husband, as well. (Note: when he and I got together, he always use to speak German in his dreams, he's never been there, never took it as a 2nd language, nor had anyone ever told him about German-sleep talking)
Anyway, she put him under and he spoke of his last significant life as a German farmer. He went through his final day: his elderly wife and daughters was cooking dinner, sons And daughters were wrapping up a day of hard work in the field, and while looking at his big ugly gnarled hands, he simply passed away in a favorite chair. Funny thing about that life is that he said I was the same wife then!
Now, while in a trance, my new cousin told us the conditions were being set by us and events were going to ramp up quickly for me to start clearing up issues from that life and for my husband to work out new and better relations with his kids (he was a divorced dad when we first met).
Within, I'd say three years, our lives completely changed when my husband's ex-wife passed at such a very young age. And when we and the kids moved into together that's when I realized what cousin had been prophesying. So I have been keeping myself in check and finding new ways to deal with a karmic situation that is almost an exact repeat of the dream of so long ago.
I've cried again remembering those two lives, am shivering with emotion thinking about how real all of this is, and very excited for you as you take the next step :hug:
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