GD has officially made me sick to my stomach.

[lildreamer316]

I can't deal with it any more. I will be only reading and posting here and in the Lounge for awhile. I'm sorry if that makes me a bad DUer, but there was a post that was so sickening (just to read the title) that I literally thought I was going to throw up for a few minuites. Thank goodness there is a sink in the same room as my computer.
Is the point that I'm supposed to learn here that everything is an illusion so I should not get upset? I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet, then.
OH, I've got to get this image out of my brain or I'll go crazy. I'll be back sometime later.

[Silver Gaia]

1. I think I know the post you mean...

I didn't click on it. Why would someone post that at DU to begin with, and why would so MANY people post responses to it? :(

[BlueIris]

3. I'm pretty sure I do, too.

That was UN-necessary, GD. Like much of the shite that goes down in that forum.

[lildreamer316]

8. I know, right?

And if you want to be a stickler for it, that should have gone into LBN anyway. So there.
Controlled breath is helping.
Hope you are well. :hug:

[BanzaiBonnie]

2. I'm sorry sweet one

Not to worry. The point is nto to harden one's heart to injustice and the pain of others. The point is to know when you can take steps to alleviate unnessary suffering.

I don't know what it was that upset you, but I'm shifting this with Ho'oponopono right now.



Ho'oponopono process

First I say --- I love you
Then I say --- Thank you for the opportunity to make things right
Next is --- I forgive you
And finally --- Please forgive me

[lildreamer316]

6. Thank you, Bonnie.

I am really fascinated with the Ho'oponopono process. I appreciate your help, and am sending the same back.

[I Have A Dream]

4. lildreamer, you do what you have to do to take care of yourself.

Knowing you, I'm pretty sure I know which thread you mean. :cry:

Staying away certainly doesn't make you a bad DUer, and even if it did, who cares? We love you here! You're a sensitive, caring soul who can't help but feel where others might be unaffected.

:hug:

[lildreamer316]

7. Thank you, dear friend.

I know that all things are possible, but when faced with evidence of that fact to the extreme, sometimes I just can't handle it.
Eh, I am letting it go...:hug:

[get the red out]

5. I've been off the GD juice for a few days now

And I feel better for it. I am still at war with my need to know what is going on in the political world, but I started getting so upset over everything, wanting to right all the wrongs; something told me to take a break. I came back over to ASAH to catch up over here, but haven't drug my emotions through the rest of DU since Saturday. After spending Monday without any politics or news viewing (during my boring work day), on the way home yesterday I literally heard/felt "the voice" say "If you keep doing this you will hear me better". I took that to mean if I work on un-cluttering my head and emotions with horrible, upsetting things I can't do anything about I may be able to hear guides/source/higher self better.

It is a struggle for me, I have always taken gigantic pride in being totally informed, I am sure I will go back to looking a politics and news since it is how I am geared at this point in life, but I want to de-clutter from the emotional overload of things I can't change. I zapped myself to the point last week that I didn't quite know how to get the excess adrenaline out of my body, and it was a miserable feeling.

lildreamer, there must be something going around with this, LOL! Give yourself permission to take a break and take care of yourself. Our nerves can only stand so much, I am discovering, then we can't take the action that is right in front of us. Sigh, hopefully I am finally starting to "get it".

Love everyone bunches over here in ASAH!
GTRO ;-)