You're a very devout mainstream Lutheran, facing a financial crisis and bankruptcy. You have a wife, 3 teen-aged kids, and a mom who lives with you.
After much thought, you have come up with 3 possible courses of action:
1. Suicide. Not acceptable - it violates your religious beliefs and you will go to hell.
2. Leaving. Not acceptable - without you, your family will be poor, which is a mortal sin. Your family might even have to depend on the welfare system, which is clearly anti-god.
3. Kill them all. Acceptable. The family gets an instant pass to Heaven. And murder is a sin, but a forgivable one.
That was exactly the thinking of John List...which he put down in a 5-page letter to his pastor, after he killed his family in 1971 and disappeared.
He re-appeared in 1989, on "America's Most Wanted," and was finally captured. In the meantime, he had re-married and was leading a normal, humdrum life. He died in prison of natural causes in 2008, while serving 5 consecutive life sentences.
American Justice is currently showing its List episode again. The interviews with List in prison are just blood-curdling. List clearly had no remorse for what he did. At times he laughed. And even 4 decades later, he was absolutely convinced that his family was better off dead than living in poverty.
List didn't murder his family because he was religious. But hearing him use his belief to justify the murders was certainly...interesting.
Just posted this on a slow Sunday for any other murder aficionados.
American Justice re-runs all its shows to infinity. The episode title is the same as the Subject line - "To Save Their Souls."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_List