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... med change.
:grr:
In answer to your question, yes. I happen to think Effexor is the worst.
Last night I was laying in bed with brain zaps and tinnitus and it got really freaky because I started hearing musical chords in the mess. After a while I could sort of bend the noise into actual music. It was almost sort of fun. I thought I was awake the entire time but then I woke up and realized most of it had been dreaming. Oh well.
Later I had very vivid dreams that I was wrestling with polar bears just like I might wrestle with my dogs. And they were huge full size polar bears, immensely strong, play biting and everything. It was fun, but terrifying too.
But mostly I've been sort of miserable and useless, yet not out of it so much that I can't write. Judging by my posting here on DU I'm a bit manic too, but that's one of the things that's almost fun too.
If one is prepared for the crap of missing doses or changing meds it's not so bad as if you don't know what's going on and it's unexpected.
God, I hate brain meds, and I hate my asthma meds too. I've been taking various meds for over forty years now. They're far more sophisticated now then they used to be, but I often imagine what it would be like not to have to take meds, not to have to worry about forgetting to bring them with me, not to have to worry that I might find myself in a situation where I couldn't afford them.
...sigh...
Good luck to you, xulter!
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