This is it.

[undergroundpanther]

Today I am getting surgery done,at around noon I guess I will be in the op room. Getting a UPPP and tonsillectomy done .Wish me luck. I dread it.I dread it,fear the pain,when I heal up.I have heard time and again about painful recoveries,Dr. warned me about it too..I hope they give me good painkillers,and it heals fast,or even better the nerves just give out and stop feeling pain.(fat chance).My mom came up,my sister will be there too,and the partner.

I hate this world. A world were bodies are born to get so fucked up and than die for what? There is no purpose or answers because reality,it's absurd, radically pointless and impersonally cruel..And when people compete to hoard and dominate and deprive others of basic respect and human acceptance it's just sick. I hope someday humanity stops playing the game of make believe,and the bullies and authoritarians lose the power over others and culture they never deserved to have but took anyways.

That said,If In some weird unforeseen circumstance,I don't make it for whatever reason (a CYA statement here,nothing more than that,because you never know..),I wanna say thanks to all you guys and to the rest of DU for giving me a place to find and refine my voice.And for all the kindness those of you who knew me well enough(for an online"friendship")showed me..I couldn't have imagined all the creativity ,intelligence ,heart,and preciousness I have seen over time here,because without the net I know I would not have seen it in the few people I see around me in this town.Without the net my opinion of humanity would be jaded to worse than bad.

Take care,and take care of each other,(doesn't Jerry Springer end his shows with that statement too? Ugh..Grroooann..anyways purrs,and when I am able I will let you all know how it went.
Underground Panther in the Sky...Springer Guest #3002..*smirk*

[DemExpat]

1. I will be thinking about you today UGP......with positive

thoughts and hopes for a very sucessful operation and very speedy and comfortable recovery.

:hug:

DemEx

[Random_Australian]

2. Best of luck. Hope it works out, hope the said persons ARE removed

from power (though if I have anything to do with it it will be more than just idle wishing on my part) and I look forward to your return.

:hug:

[varkam]

3. Take care of yourself, as well.

I'll be thinking of you. :pals:

[michaelpush]

4. Hope all goes well for you

Out of the billions of possibilities, I was created and became "aware", in a chaotic universe. I take the time I have to learn and discover what its all about, which is a short journey. In the end, I hope I have left something better for the next persons journey, whatever that may be be. Good wishes on your journey to discovery! Peace

[Bluerthanblue]

5. I would miss you UP- and I'm holding you close in my

thoughts-

Hope this operation goes smooth, and you heal quickly-
be gentle with you-
:hug:
blu

[Lilith Velkor]

6. (((panther)))

Get well soon man, and good drugs to you. :toast:

[Pharaoh]

7. I hope you are recovering well by now

Get any good drugs?:party:

Yes the world is Fucked, but you are way ahead of the masses to actually know that.