So I see the counselor today

[Deja Q]

They told me to proceed cautiously.

I did.

I still feel hurt... but I also knew there was a greater good.

I will never lead a normal life.

But I've got my things to rely on. :shrug:

[Pharaoh]

1. you are normal hypnotoad

it is the world that is insane and depressing.O8)

[MuseRider]

2. I agree with Pharaoh.

We all have our moments and our thoughts about where and how we fit in but in the long run we all have value. I hate that you feel hurt (I have no clue what you are hurt by).

I have always enjoyed "knowing" you for what that is worth. I wish you happiness.

[Deja Q]

4. Betrayal. What amounts to a game (and I don't mean checkers).

It's all good.

I just had high hopes.

[MuseRider]

5. That really sucks

and I am sorry. Most of us have probably been there at some point in some form but that does not help you. It is awfully hard to trust these days when it seems so many are out to get what they want regardless of what the consequences are for those that care about them. :hug:

[Pharaoh]

6. betrayal sucks

But it is all part of the drama..........

It's happening to all of us hypnotoad...........

The key is it's all drama............:grouphug:

I've been betrayed plenty in my life, and forgiveness is the only sane thing to do.

[Lilith Velkor]

3. It was and has been very painful

...to realize I will never lead a normal life. But the possibility of a good and/or meaningful life exists as long as I'm here, so I hang on.

You're good people, Hypno. Enjoy the things on which you rely. :hug:

[mrgorth]

7. You might want to check out

www.survivinginfidelity.com

I've been through this.