Therapists and politics

[undergroundpanther]

During a convention at Singapore, Bill Gates said "New technology soon to be implanted in the human body, but I will not try this experimentation in myself.."
What a chicken-shit. Gates thinks it's fine for everyone else but he thinks he should be exempt..He's just another too rich and depraved to do anything good,elitist fucker.
What does that have to do with the price of beans?

I was talking to my therapist today,,
She asked me who my supports were in my life. I told her I don't have any, anymore because out here I can't easily meet people.
My mom moved 500 miles away,My sisters are estranged,My ex was kicked out,and my friend is there but he works alot and isn't home alot. I got me, myself and I.And 911, Unless I get out of here and move back to the city.. I asked her why she asked.. She said the "chip " issue as in micro- chipping the population. She asked if I knew about it. I said I did know and the chip can be put in with a laser so you don't feel it too. That it can be made to release viruses or bacterias to make you sick, There is tons of potential for hurting and controlling people with those chips. She agreed with me..and asked this. About the people doing the chipping.. how do you think they'll convince people to accept being chipped? I said I'm not sure ,they've tried the track your children route and it flopped. The Security and ease of reading your health records should you become incapable in an accident angle and that flopped too . They've lied about it..So I told her I dunno know what they'll pull next, I'm sure it will be evil..

She told me the way that these thugs will bribe people to getting chipped is This : If you don't want the chip you will get no access to government services. Zip Nada..As in they'll cut off medical assistance,help with my meds,and my ssi, on the spot.. So,if I refuse to get injected with a goddamn tracking my every move,record keeping, nosy control,and possibly allow them to torture or murder me when they want to.. chip, I will lose my means of survival. She said Bingo.I replied with a blue streak of cussing.
Than I asked her what she would do if the bosses at where she works asks her to chip clients or put haldol or drug implants in them?
She said right away, with no hesitation ,I'd immediately quit and warn the clients.
Damn she's one of the good ones.


I told her about my thoughts as I walked to the store to get my meds refilled, this was hours before the session with her today .As I walked I was imagining walking out of this country.How it would unfold, what I would need to actually do it, and what things I'd take and what I would leave behind. I built in my mind a device to haul my cats safely and fast..I reminded myself where their clean bill of heath vet papers were wondered if I needed to update them..Thought about stuff like that. I think my spirit and my therapist are warning me...

All I can say about all this right now is FUCK. I FUCKING hate, hate,hate HATE psychopaths especially fucking psychopaths in the white house, and thugs of corporate boardrooms I hate the psychopathic two faced evil fundie assholes thirsting to create armageddon..Fucking aristocratic pigs that steal power away from people and occupy the state and make it fascist and sick with "full spectrum domination" games..

I dunno what to say..sometimes I think it's time to start building an "underground railroad" To get the disabled out of here ASAP. A train to Venezuela, and do it before the borders get sealed.(Thanks to Lou Dobbs you stupid piece of shit and the corporate thugs setting up this seal the border bullshit by outsourcing jobs and ooga boga alqueda slips in because of the porous borders bullshit.) http://www.postchronicle.com/cgi-bin/artman/exec/view.cgi?archive=1&num=33144
Remember Hitler killed the mental patients, GBLT's,the disabled,retarded and dissidents first.. way before he got around to killing the Jews and gypsies and others.

People like us were the first to die. Because we are the biggest threat to maintaining the domination and authoritarian control that these sick freaks will do ANYTHING to keep once they get in power..

And lately I have been feeling like I got a big target on my head.
Trans-gender, nuts,dissident,mixed race, too damn smart,torture resistant,pissed off,creative,clinging tightly to my inner locus of control, and I can have charisma in groups to turn them against the psychopaths and corrupted leaders(in person). I know these thugs hate people like me.They are scared shit-less of people like me.
So I am saving up what I can, and not in a bank.
http://www.wethepeoplewillnotbechipped.com/
Will the elderly and handicapped need the chip for medical services ?
Will this involve a drug delivery system ?
Applied Digital appoints Medical Advisory Board---- Feb. 16, 2005
Drs. Richard Seelig, Howard Weintraub, Sameer Mehta VeriChip Corporation, has formed a Medical Advisory Board to assist in expanding the adoption of VeriChip in the medical community. The Board's initial focus will be to advise the Company on ways to increase the acceptance and expand the marketing of VeriChip to practitioners, hospitals and makers of medical devices, insurance companies and Medicaid/Medicare.

These Nazi pigs will NOT control me again. Because I HATE them..I'll kill myself escaping and helping others get out before they try that shit with me again. I got nothing to lose here ,I hate this fucking evil world. Death is release from hell to me..Not a thing to be feared.Death is kind in a world such as this.
I know most of you don't look at things that way.
But I know I am too control resistant to go "un-chipped" a Friendly fascist is still a morally inferior psychopath pig in my eyes..
So, I might find myself nearly broke and no way to get meds or therapy..in the future,and no social support system either.

I've always had to make due alone.My biological family have not been there reliably.So what's new.As a kid I learned to survive in the woods,what plants to eat how to get water, ect.ect.ect.

If or when it comes down to being 'chipped'Or broke,than might have to be 'broke' and go it alone in my disappearing .As it has always been alone for this cat.At least I won't have the wrong body tormenting me through what may come down the pike.
More on the chip thing.

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=5519069
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2006/08/07/AR2006080701088.html
http://www.hipaacompliancejournal.com/news/index.html
http://users.cybertime.net/~ajgood/dds.html
http://news.zdnet.com/2100-9584_22-5408223.html
http://www.allheadlinenews.com/articles/7005820145

I Hate these fucking pigs that think this kind of shit is OK to do to people.
You still think I'm talking out my ass?
We are in Deep shit.

Will the elderly and handicapped need the chip for medical services ?
Will this involve a drug delivery system ?
Applied Digital appoints Medical Advisory Board---- Feb. 16, 2005
Drs. Richard Seelig, Howard Weintraub, Sameer Mehta VeriChip Corporation, has formed a Medical Advisory Board to assist in expanding the adoption of VeriChip in the medical community. The Board's initial focus will be to advise the Company on ways to increase the acceptance and expand the marketing of VeriChip to practitioners, hospitals and makers of medical devices, insurance companies and Medicaid/Medicare.

A way to block these tags..
http://www.electric-clothing.com/rfidpocket.html

[Random_Australian]

1. I have some ideas.

1) Other countries are not controlled by Bush and his scum. They can wave red flags. :)

2) You may not know it, but I know a hell of a lot of scientists. You'll never, ever see them in the media, and not many people know us at all, but believe me, anything that science can make, science can detect. And it can do that a hell of a lot cheaper and earlier. They simply can't make any large programs, because you can bet a nosy scientist will end up having their chip fall out, at which point they'll use whatever their discipline is to have a look. And and we talk, and share info freely. (Almost) - So don't sweat so much - the power of the nutters lies in PR only; but if they do anything too threatening then people will probably revolt.

:)

Just some calming thoughts.

[undergroundpanther]

2. that's all good

But if the assholes cut my medicaid and SSI..I will be fucked. I don't know how much time I have.And I will not be chipped.I'll fight it and if they force it in I'll dig the damn thing out of my flesh. I can dissociate and feel nothing in normally painful situations.I'll get an exacto and cut the fucker out myself if I have to..

I agree eventually a curious scientist will find something,Hell I wrote about an RFID tag I found in a shirt I got because I was going to modify it.Because I was curious, I found a chip..
http://www.unknownnews.net/040126d-up.html


Also Alot of microbiologists have been killed.Why? Because someone does not want a doctor alive who knows his shit.Because Bush has a plan.. With techies trying to speak out or dismantle this chip crap Will they be killed like the microbiologists were?

I hate this shit.

[Random_Australian]

4. Ok, here we have the sort of mandatory safety warning thingy.

Ok, since you are now talking about doing things that could potentially harm you, (ie. cutting a microchip out of yourself), AND because of the sudden change in the post below from despair to elation it's sort of in my moral code thing to say:

1) You've gotta be careful; this time of yourself. The fact that you are thinking about pain is usually an indicator of something like adrenalin - which means something may be clouding your thinking.

2) As an extension, please find someone else, a referee if you will, and promise yourself you won't cut yourself or do anything of the sort until you've talked it over with them. Again, you need to make sure the stress of this situation has not put you over an edge. Hell, looking at losing my healthcare would be very dangerous for my state of mind, so I'm guessing you are similar.

Basically, I've always had a problem where expectation of something can blur with it really happening - I just don't want that to happen with you. Always remember, it's the hardest to tell if you are really in trouble when you are really in trouble.

I just wanted to say that; I'm not saying something is wrong with you, I just want to make sure I've done the right thing if it's not.

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That aside, us sciencey people talk. Kill as many as they want - any Molecular Biology student could send enough data over the internet to the various specialists in other countries that the whole scam would be uncovered.

After all, it is really only RW bulldust when they say America is really scientifically advanced.

[undergroundpanther]

6. One thing you didn't know about last night

Ok, since you are now talking about doing things that could potentially harm you, (ie. cutting a microchip out of yourself), AND because of the sudden change in the post below from despair to elation it's sort of in my moral code thing to say:

1) You've gotta be careful; this time of yourself. The fact that you are thinking about pain is usually an indicator of something like adrenalin - which means something may be clouding your thinking.

Uh I think I know why I am one step closer to male chest reconstruction I have been waiting years to get .I had an appointment today with DR Fischer so I was psyched. I am very happy this is being done. And I think the joy was bleeding in.I was happy and pissed off last night at the same time over two very different things.

2) As an extension, please find someone else, a referee if you will, and promise yourself you won't cut yourself or do anything of the sort until you've talked it over with them. Again, you need to make sure the stress of this situation has not put you over an edge. Hell, looking at losing my health care would be very dangerous for my state of mind, so I'm guessing you are similar.

Well My therapist hasn't told me to prepare myself for a confrontation yet.So this might be a ways down the future.I don't know.

Basically, I've always had a problem where expectation of something can blur with it really happening - I just don't want that to happen with you. Always remember, it's the hardest to tell if you are really in trouble when you are really in trouble.

Sometimes but one thing you might not know my system has alot of safety mechanisms inside it to protect me.If things get out of hand the body freezes to protect us.I can cope with pretty much anything because I have been through some nasty shit.. it might not be expressed in a typical way I might say stuff that disturbs people that don't know me but if I were to deny what I felt and did not make pseudo plans and work out my issues on this and not say it I would be harming myself more.For me it is vital I connect and express if I don't then I will be unprepared to deal with it because I failed to think and express emotions on many levels if and when it does occur.

I just wanted to say that; I'm not saying something is wrong with you, I just want to make sure I've done the right thing if it's not.

That's cool I'm ok.

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That aside, us sciencey people talk. Kill as many as they want - any Molecular Biology student could send enough data over the internet to the various specialists in other countries that the whole scam would be uncovered.

After all, it is really only RW bulldust when they say America is really scientifically advanced.

Yeah I know.I remember in third grade we had to do a science report..
Mine was a whole presentation. I rented a projector microscope from my sisters college teacher(he let me sit in on her classes and I loved it.) and understood it too. I had a college reading level in second grade.I was one of those gifted kids that thought it was my problem,people couldn't understand for years. In my report I got some quicksilver mercury and hydrochloric acid from the college lab,two tiny vials . I signed it out with my sister I knew how to handle it too.For I had taken my sisters chemistry and biology classes by proxy .And so I taught my 3rd grade class about the reactions,about mercury being a metal it's atomic structure and why it's so heavy ect..I called my report the "mercury monster". I was Drawing the chemical structures of mercury and hydrochloric acid on the black board with multicolored chalk..Going on and on about it all as the reaction did the fireworks on the projector.I had an apron on and gloves goggles ..And when it was all over I was sure the class would have been amazed as I was over it.But the class was silent they had NO CLUE what the hell I was talking about,the teacher was slack jawed and I felt really humiliated because I didn't understand WHY they reacted like that and I didn't know so I blamed myself..And began to hide my mind to avoid humiliation. But I couldn't help it, If I was into something be it biology ofparamecium, bird populations in my area,toad defense systems,flatworm regeneration, photosynthesis or anything else..I was fascinated by it and I still have this insatiable thirst to learn all I can .Now I'm not ashamed of it.I have trouble regurgitaing what I know it gets locked in my head..but I understand it.I wish my life was not so filled with abuse and ignorant people. My therapists always tell me they think what happened to me was tragic, they wished there were gifted schools in my area in the 70's I would have loved it and been appreciated for what I knew and my mind.
Who knows where that might have led. It makes me sad too.

[undergroundpanther]

3. An amusing thought

About revolts..

Imagine the black water assholes putting the microwave pain beam on protesters who are revolting and like an orchestrated move ,we all gather in close like roman soldier units did long ago. With a bunch of people inside ,protected by the people on the outside who in sync with the motion of the cannon, whip out silver mylar covered old Dish network satellite dishes hundreds of people holding them close together and turning slowly to arc the microwaves back at the cannon firing at us.And cook the bush sycophant black water fascists right where they sit in a dramatic cool lightningshow..While the fascists were thinking they'd torture us?.Heh..Not.

[Lilith Velkor]

5. Another amusing thought

If the beam hits you, it would fry out the chip. No chippee no trackee...

"Gosh, Ms. Caseworker, it's such a shame these things are manufactured so poorly!" O8)

[undergroundpanther]

7. Catch is

how long would I have to be cooked before the chip fried?
Maybe get a chip and nuke it in the microwave myself .Has a handy dandy timer on it..LOL.

[Lilith Velkor]

8. Depends on the range

and the strength of the beam.

All I know is that if you accidentally leave a spoon in a bowl and put it in the microwave, it only takes a few seconds for sparks to start flying.

mmmm...chips. got salsa? :9

[undergroundpanther]

9. Not only Salsa

but Sour cream,guacamole, and jalepeno VelVeeeettaaaaa...with a few stray cat hairs in it! Hey I got three cats and they ALL want to know what is in the bowl.ok.