I keep breaking down in tears..

[amyrose2712]

I have found myself back same starting point yet again. I don't have the strength right now to go into much detail. I just feel weak right now. I just lost my job a decent job for being sick. But I think I know what is making me sick and I do nothing to change it. Self destructive. Why do I keep doing this? I am rambling sorry. Ill try to clear things up a bit later.

[mopinko]

1. do you sleep well?

have you talked to am md type doc about what is happening to you? people often do have physical problems, especially sleep disorders, which leave them quite depressed. i don't think too many tdocs bother to really exhaust this possibility. one of many things that i would do if i had a magic wand would be to give sleep studies to all patients hospitalized for psych related issues. it should just be part of the evaluation.

take care of yourself. tell us more when you are ready :hugs: