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Some days I'm really bad, and other days I'm fine. Being in a grocery store can freak me out, but stick me in the middle of a moshpit and I'm totally fine. Maybe because I know we're all there for the music or something. I don't know. As for a social phobia, my counselor and I are still debating if it's that or if it's just because I'm really not crazy about the human race as a whole. I have almost zero urge to be around people anymore, and I understand that for most isolating is a negative, but I'm just not sold on it being wrong for me as I truly enjoy being alone 90% of the time.
And I have to say, unlike a lot of people, being high in public is totally cool to me, and my anxiety disappears when I smoke. Everyone I know gets all paranoid, but I seem to go the opposite direction. It actually works better than any med they've ever put me on, and not just for the anxiety. However, I know with some people it can increase their anxiety, so I only advise it for me. :)
I hope you find something that can help you. I know for people who enjoy being social that it must be really hard to be so anxious about being outgoing. :hug:
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