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is dead. Possible suicide. :cry:
My brother woke up this morning and found his girlfriend unresponsive. She was pronounced dead at the hospital. There was evidence that she had combined alcohol and Darvocet. I asked him if she had taken his Darvocet (he had been given some following a recent medical procedure). He said no, it was her own. She had been dealing with a lot of pain.
She also had a recent nasty argument with her daughter. Daughter recently stated that she didn't want to talk to her mother again. It took my brother a while to get through to the daughter to let her know what happened, because she kept hanging up on him.
My brother made me promise I wouldn't do anything like that, so I did.
But you know what's really scary? Just this morning, I was thinking about suicide myself. It would be fairly easy to do. I cannot seem to find a job, no matter how hard I try. I don't know what I am going to have to do to get the shit to end. There are people who will miss me, but people are resilient and will get over it. My dog really keeps me from doing myself in. I was so upset when I found out that he was carrying my shoes around the house earlier this year when I was in the hospital. Not just my own dog keeps me going, but all dogs. There will always be a dog who needs me.
So I want to do something nice for my brother, perhaps a care package of some sort. We have another brother who doesn't speak to us (he's a freeper-type; we call him "Dick Cheney with hair), so I want to be there for my brother. Unfortunately, I can't afford to go see him right now.
He has his own daughter with him, and that is a good thing. Right now, I'm just still in shock. :cry:
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