http://www.calendarlive.com/cl-et-lamott12mar12,0,6525502.storyAnne Lamott's "Plan B: Further Thoughts on Faith"- a liberal and her faith
A Christian writer, but not your garden variety
By Michael J. Ybarra
Special to The Times
March 12, 2005
FAIRFAX, Calif. —<snip>It could be grist for a typical quirky Lamott essay: the vicissitudes of daily life, first trying, then revealing some glimmer of meaning, a bit of unexpected grace like sudden sunshine on a stormy day. All that's missing is some of Lamott's potty talk and her zealous spirituality, a trademarked mingling of the sacred and the profane, usually in the same sentence.
<snip>"I was raised to think that Jesus was a trailer park thing, right-wing dogma," Lamott says after putting the dog in a different room. "But I kept feeling Jesus around me like a cat, nudging me and I kept pushing Him away. Finally, I just gave up and said … it."
This confessional combination of the earthy and the divine, of a sinning single mother seeking salvation, made Lamott's 1999 collection of essays, "Traveling Mercies," a beloved bestseller with 257 reader reviews on Amazon.com ("The only book that truly changed my life" being a typical paean).
Lamott's new book, "Plan B: Further Thoughts on Faith" charts similar territory, chronicling the author's struggles with her teenage son being, well, a teenager; her difficult mother's death ("I liked having a dead mother much more than having an impossible one"); the onset of menopause; and just finding a reason to get out of bed during the presidency of George W. Bush ("Believing in George Bush was so ludicrous that believing in God seems almost rational").
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Less crazy, of course, is relative. Lamott is a successful author, lives in a beautiful house with a view of hills rolling toward the bay, has a boyfriend, good pets and regularly enjoys hiking around nearby Mt. Tamalpais. Yet her recent essays make it sound as if she's living in Berlin during the rise of Hitler. "Everyone I know has been devastated by Bush's presidency," she writes.
Lamott comes to her politics almost genetically. Her father, Kenneth, was a Bay Area journalist who wrote a book about fascism coming to California when Ronald Reagan was elected governor and often took his children to vigils at nearby San Quentin State Prison on the eve of executions. Lamott adored her father, who was up every morning at 5 writing and encouraged his daughter to do the same, sending her postcards when he was out of town and asking her to write a story about the animal pictured on the other side. Father, and later daughter, constantly jotted notes on index cards.
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"My father hated Christians, oh, my God," she recalls. "Yet, I always had a secret life in me. My friends were always religious. My 6-year-old Catholic girlfriend said I would burn in hell. I thought I might not go as poorly as that if I went to church with her. But I was always ashamed about religion. I knew I believed but I didn't know what I believed." <snip>
"I'm alive because of my conversion (to Christianity)," Lamott says. "I'm a living writer not a dead or institutionalized writer because of it. Mine is not a traditional faith. I really loathe organized religion, except for these funny little churches doing good work. But I do feel a missionary zeal. Not to convert but to break through a sense of shame about God."
In 1988 Lamott got pregnant, but her boyfriend had children by a previous relationship and didn't want any more. They split up. Lamott, who had terminated a previous pregnancy and remains outspoken in favor of legalized abortion, decided to have the baby.
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She has a working title for a new book: "All the People I Hate: A Christian Perspective."
"I don't know if it's a novel or what," she says. "I'll probably be writing a lot about aggression and rage, which I'm full of."
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