So--he's back in Prague and the final chapter is about to unfold.

[blondeatlast]

We've been communicating and it always seems to end badly. I don't know how much contact he's had with her, all I know is nothing has changed in regards to her. OTOH, this is his 7th week of knowing her, so who knows? Even he admits he doesn't.

Agreements were signed and he wants my son and I to come there when he gets his expat package set up. I have to accompany my son there, but will return immediately if he's still with her although he wants it otherwise.

I want to give my son the opportunity to attend a wonderful school overseas (and his will be) so I will not stand in my son's way, but if I'm alone in a cold, drab city while my husband is with another, no thanks--I'll come back here and look for a nice little townhouse.

We still love each other--but he still thinks he's in love with her.

I can't give up--yet, although I can see a life without him. Am I just the biggest goddamn chump in the world?

Maybe I'd prefer you not answer that question...

I can't help it--I really, truly love (but don't need) him.

Thanks for reading, at least.

[proud patriot]

1. hang in there

doing the same here . Getting used to my new life .

Already feeling better ..the housework, dishes, Laundry
and yardwork have become more fun now that it is only mine .

I think we can live under the same roof through this unless
mr patriot really wants it to end .

I don't think you are a chump :hi:

[PassingFair]

2. Prague is ANYTHING but drab...

How old is your son?

[blondeatlast]

3. I've been there--and in the winter, it is drab as hell. And my husband is there with another woman.

Thanks for the support, geez. I'm in hell here, absolute hell.

My son is 12 in February.

[Batgirl]

4. I hope

you are doing okay.

I've been in a marriage that fell apart but not in this particularly hellish manner.

[dugaresa]

5. I feel so bad for you reading your posts, I know how you feel

to love someone so much and to try so much.

I can't provide advice as my life is falling apart right now as well. I hope things work out for you no matter what happens.