This is a great video for those of us who find ourselves alone...

[babylonsister]

How To Be Alone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs&feature=player_embedded

[mzteris]

1. wow

That was really beautiful.

I wish I felt that way about it. I mean - I can relate - intellectually - but emotionally? no.

I feel destined to be alone. I can't imagine going through it all again and again. Too much trouble for what it's worth in my book. A lifetime of hope turning to ashes. Moments of laughter followed by oceans of tears.

I feel myself sinking back into a depression - no matter that "everything seems to be going so well". Well, except for the fact that I'm alone. (Not even the "pseudo-'boy'friend" anymore.)