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So last week I got to spend the night at the hospital being "observed" for potential heart related problems pertaining to this pain I had/have on the right side of my chest and sometimes radiating down my right arm.
Turns out it had nothing to do with my heart, which was fine, because I didn't think it did, I was just trying to be sure, but even after I went home, the pain has persisted, and in fact now is not only in my right chest area, but now radiates to my upper back and has gotten so painful that even sitting for anything longer than an hour is pure hell.
I have a few pain pills left and they help, but it's not the way to end this, since this pain isn't going away. I checked out a few things, and there is a possibility it is something else that no one seemed to think off: gallstones. The fact that the pain goes from the front to the back, that it is constant, and that it radiates down my arm are all there, though I don't have much nausea, just the reflux.
Anyone go through gallstones? Is the pain so bad you want to just kill yourself and get it done with? I'm seeing the doctor on Tuesday, so I might get a few answers, but this is the doctor who I'm sure believes I'm a hypochondriac and nothing else....if she doesn't take me seriously, I am prepared to talk out of her office and go straight to the emergency room from there.
I suppose the more general conditions and illnesses you have, the more likely someone is believe you're faking it; I would be more than happy to just everything go and die peacefully, but I already promised myself I would give myself a bit of a break from that kind of thinking. Pain is a powerful motivator to do things you really ought not to do.
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