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Soltaire, 1991
That was the summer she killed my husband. From the shore we could barely observe human forms as clouds blanketed the sea. As we sat trying to chat, his mother searched harder,
saying the same words over and over, I can't see him, I just can't see him, where is he? shaking her head, and repeating again, waiting for him to arise from the depths, or for the lifeguard to
blow his whistle and dive off his chair. Limping heavily on her bad leg she scanned the waves, while I dug my fingers deeper in the sand. She believed her loss, trying to convince us too, he's not there, I
don't see him... until tearing off my shirt, bearing my suit, I ran past the chair, farther than she had walked, and into the cold turbulent water to where young firm women played on the waves. As he floated on his orange
board I told him to come, because his mother thought he was dead. He laughed. Ridiculous, then told her so while walking away. Back at the house, Tio Manuel was telling everyone a whale ate Ted, a Russian submarine stole him away.
tracy lynn 1992/93
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