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Edited on Sat Jun-11-05 09:40 PM by JacobPike
Song for Highway 91
That trucker isn't coming back, I'd guess, the one who said he'd pick us up once he had cleared dispatch. It's just as well. His cab was far too small for three.
A concrete berm, far southeast edge of Hartford. Well past midnight, maybe two. Stars slowly wheel above us, piercing fetid air. The passing trucks baptize with icy wash. We wave our "Philly...please!" sign like a vain flag of surrender. While, around us, all the nation sleeps, from sea to darkened sea.
My courderoy sportcoat is no match for late October cold. I should have dressed more carefully. But, then, who thought we'd get this far? Not me.
I wonder what we look like to those driving past? Two young men...large... somewhat unkempt. A brutal crime waiting to happen? ("Why, they seemed such nice boys," I hear someone say.) But there are no tourists at this hour, no anxious mothers rushing home. Right now, the only ones out there are toughened men hard-bound somewhere. Or maybe bound for nowhere - much the same. We are no risk to them, nor they to us.
And at this moment, by this berm, I am no longer student, christian, son. I'm not the one who bears my name. All I am is what I carry on my back and in my head.
The dawn will be upon us soon, to stain the horizon in a dirty glow. Another ride will come. But, for the moment, I'm content to wait along this highway berm, the endpoint of my given life, a secret to this sleeping land.
June 11, 2005
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