I am stepping down on Morphine today. This sucks.

[Taverner]

It's either kick the pain meds, or kick the cannabis.

Since cannabis has done more for me than ANY opiate has, and the fact that I can grow my own Opium if I have to - I am quitting the Morphine

OMG, I want to die right now. I want to curl into a dark corner, take out a gun and shoot myself in the head. I won't. Trust me on that one.

I'm just trying to explain how much pain I'm in.

I used to be on 90mg of Morphine a day. Today I am only on 60mg.

This fucking sucks.

In two weeks I'll be on 30mg hopefully.

Did I mention this sucks?

[elleng]

1. Thinking of you, Taverner.

:hug:

[Taverner]

2. Thanks! The worst part is knowing all that morphine is there

In the bottle, ready for me to take.

But when I run out, I run out - and I'm screwed if I do that.

Cannabis for me is not the same as Opiates or Alcohol. I pair O and A together because they both create the same kind of longings.

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I cannot give in

Giving in means weakness....