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he is talking about the WORK he did, but if he allows himself to use the word "Japanese soldier" he usually stops and cannot talk anymore. The one time he did speak a little bit beyond his obvious discomfort was to say that all of them knew nothing about drugs (booze and cigs were their vices of choice) but that ALL...ALL.. of the Japanese soldiers were insane and crazy...bloodthirsty beyond belief. What they did was unspeakable to him, but he did say when they either killed or took Japanese soldiers as prisoners, they all carried a small pouch which contained a variety of drugs, some of them for suicide, that was STUFFED full. The suicide ones they never used because they were so hyped up and unglued on the others they never even tried.
One of my friend's grandmother, who my grandpa also knew his whole life, was a POW in the Bataan March, and she did not open up and speak about it until she was in her 70's...she passed away 2 years ago. I know she and grandpa got together at times to talk. She eventually was encouraged by her family to
The saddest thing is, my grandpa has a large story of his life to tell, a part even his family does not know about, and when he does speak, I am fascinated by his mission. Now, do I need to hear of his agony involving the enemy he fought? Not if he does not want to tell it. But how they came in FIRST to islands to build runways, how they built them, the people he knew...the one and only bombing mission he went on (he HATED it)...I wish I knew more, and I think I will because it seems that he realizes that at this point in his life, with an internal defibrillator in and only one half closed circulation route left on his heart, he WANTS to shre (or unburden..I am not sure). Can hesit at the VFW and talk with any WWII survivors? No...as a recovering alcoholic who has not taken a drink since 1982, he does not dare and he has said as much.
I personally think ANY vet that has fought in a war ought to be rewarded for life, and not passed off as a problem because they are no longer useful to the government's agenda. It sucks and relfects BADLY on us us human beings.
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