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Rex Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:26 PM
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I'm so disgusted with everything and everyone and myself included.
Edited on Sat Sep-23-06 02:29 PM by Rex
I'm so jaded that I'm jadier than the most jaded jade. Cynical too much and now cannot distinguish between my sarcasm, cynicism and sardonic posts. Black is black and white is white now while up went down too far and now I just have up or I gave up or maybe I threw up. Why can't sideways be sideways? That seems fair.

Tell me what to believe so I can spit out the words, 'oh man, I just cannot B-elieve people!'

I need to shake my head and feel superior. Won't you help me?

No?

Fine, then I will turn on CNN and lose more braincells!!!! Is that what you want!?!!!
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democrank Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:29 PM
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1. Hang in there, Rex.
These are very trying times. You`ll get through it.
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Rex Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:33 PM
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3. Thanks, I know I can count on fellow DUrs.
I just can't help but feel disgusted with myself. I haven't tried to stop the BFEE, I am not participating in stopping fascism. I sit here, have been for years, just watching it all get flushed down the toilet.

Ya know, I did take an oath to defend my country against all enemies be they foreign or domestic. Right now I feel like a coward. I haven't done anything to stop what I swore to fight.

Thanks democrank.
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lonestarnot Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:48 PM
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6. Go lay down and take your temperature and put a cold rag on your
head and then get up and do something!
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Rex Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:50 PM
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8. I'm pulling weeds out in the backyard.
So many different kinds - there are Condi weeds and Bolton weeds and...I'm already feeling better.

Back out I go!
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lonestarnot Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:54 PM
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9. Dats good, but dirt in keyboard is not.
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derby378 Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:31 PM
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2. Torture - The Bottom Line
Thank you, Negativland...

(Sobbing of an adult male)
(Electronic apparatus, possibly a drill or a set of electrodes)
(Female voice, agonized, possibly pleading)
"I was sitting there on Sunday morning, in the Chief of Police’s office, at a large table..."
Torture.
"He was listening to a football game..."
Let's be up front about it.
"...a football game..."
Torture. T-O-R-T-U-R-E.
"...on the small transistor radio."
That's the bottom line these days.
"And I began to hear..."
It's replaced death. Even teenagers kill themselves these days...
"And I..."
...along with the depressed...
"And I..."
...and terminally ill.
"And I began to hear..."
Death's a release from pain and anxiety and humiliation...
"...this very low..."
...a valued reward.
"...this very low wailing sound..."
But the threat of death just isn't enough to control people, so the ante's been raised.
"...coming through the walls."
Now...
(Cry of anguish)
...it's torture...
"Then it got louder..."
...and high-tech torture at that.
"Then it got louder, and it was a moaning sound."
As the technocrats say, it's "functional."
"The Chief of Police told the Colonel to turn up the radio."
That's why everyone who's intelligent and unanesthetized enough to care...
"Then..."
...has sort of put their life on hold.
"Then the sound got louder..."
Underneath all the defensive layers of denial...
"...and turned to..."
...we're all afraid of being tortured...
"...anguish..."
(Male gasping for air)
...or homosexually gang-raped, or having it happen to someone we care about.
"...screaming..."
We're all self-consciously living a lie.
"And I knew what it was."
We're all happy Joes.
"And I knew that this man was being tortured with..."
How did it happen here in the land of the free and the home of the brave?
"...tortured with electricity."
(Male sobbing)
I mean, in some banana republic...
"Well, it kept getting louder..."
...some distant past like the Spanish Inquisition...
"...and more horrible..."
(Agonized female voice)
...World War II, the Nazis and the fanatical Japs.
"And each time..."
But not us Americans.
(Male screaming)
"And each time..."
GI Joe.
"And each time..."
Frank Sinatra.
"And each time..."
Jerry Lewis. Autumn in New York.
"The Chief would tell the Colonel..."
Baseball.
"...to turn up the radio."
(Pleading female voice)
College football. Glenn Miller.
"Pretty soon..."
Somehow, it doesn't fit with torture.
"Pretty soon, the radio was very, very loud..."
But it does, of course, does.
"...but I could still hear those sounds."
Because it was always a façade, the image of America. And now, the façade has finally failed...
"...anguish..."
...like a burned-out clutch...
"...screaming..."
...or a decayed tooth that bursts open.
"...horrible..."
They both smell bad.
(Agonized female voice)
Strange.
(Agonized female voice)
Ominous.
(Male sobbing and gasping for breath)
"Going back to the office in the Embassy, naturally I was speculating who that possibly could have been."
(Male screaming)
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Rex Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:35 PM
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4. Yes, that is the crux of my problem.
I'm having a really hard time with the torture issue today. I cannot believe people, who supposedly represent their fellow Americans, condone torture.

I need to go outside and do something.
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mwb970 Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:58 PM
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10. Not *all* Americans support torture...
Who could guess, for example, amid pundit claims that most Americans favor harsh treatment of detainees abroad to help the war on terror, that 56% in the poll say that torture is always wrong and only 35% say it might "sometimes" be acceptable? By 63% to 32% they favor following international agreements on torture and not our own rules. And 49% want public criminal charges for terrorists as opposed to 46% favoring secret military proceedings.

http://www.editorandpublisher.com/eandp/news/article_display.jsp?vnu_content_id=1003156081

(Notice that the percentage saying torture might "sometimes" be acceptable is the ubiquitous 35% - the same percentage that supports Bush, the same percentage that believes we found WMD in Iraq, etc., etc. - always 35%!)
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man4allcats Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:44 PM
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5. Want to go to Jimmie's for a beer?
:beer:



I guy told me, "Cheer up. Things could always get worse." So I cheered up, and guess what. They got worse!

:hi:

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lonestarnot Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:49 PM
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7. eeeek. yak! cat yak.
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shadowknows69 Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 03:20 PM
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12. I always watch this for inspiration
Edited on Sat Sep-23-06 03:24 PM by shadowknows69

Edit...Apparently the link is dead. Does anyone know where a copy of this is?

<edit new link>

<http://youtube.com/watch?v=veO_bGXuR6U>
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lonestarnot Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-24-06 02:24 PM
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15. Woodamnwhoo! Rage against the machine! I fight on! Thanks
shadowknows69!
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elehhhhna Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 02:58 PM
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11. Same here...
My nextdoor neighbbors are selling drugs ON THE FRONT lawn in broad daylight.

2 doors down the woman says "Oh don't call the sheriff again, it'll just get worse."

DUers: "Oh all is lost. It is futile."

If one more person tells me to ignore something important, I will become silent but violent.

It is cold comfort knowing there are MILLIONS of people who feel the same way.
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Rex Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 04:08 PM
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13. Yes we are strong in numbers.
Knowing you feel the same way makes me feel better, somehow. I hope that didn't come out wrong.
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elehhhhna Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sat Sep-23-06 06:06 PM
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14. Got it, Rex. We're all in this together.
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