theater exerience. In general we have lost the experience of public theatrical performance in our society. Oh, sure, we have
plays, but they are not the same sort of transcendent, virtually religious experience that live drama once was. (Don't forget, live drama had its start in ancient Greece in religious ceremony, and then again in the religious performances of biblical stories in Medieval Europe.)
When the lights go down in the movie theater, the place is framed, set part from everyday life, and the shared experience of the larger-than-life drama on the screen is "other," in a way that watching a movie on your home TV never can be. In fact, many people, so accustomed to the experience of watching movies at home, can't
be in that "other" space in the movie theater, and they ruin it for everyone else.
But I cherish that experience. The only time I ever have it now, though, is when I go to watch a sweeping action film, like
Lord of the Rings, which really must be seen on a big screen to be appreciated. But I go knowing I won't udnerstand the words and planning to attach the vvast imagery tot he words mnths later, when I view the thing on DVD. I have an incredible memory, so I can do that. Also, many such movies are based on texts I know well--like
Lord of the Rings. I also view live Shakespeare performances the same way. I teach college English. I know my SHakespeare inside out and backwards. Thus I can watch a performance of a Shakespeare play and not fret when I can't hear the words, since I know them so well already.
But though I want the movie theater experience, I have accepted the fact that I can't ahve it, just as I have accepted the fact that I no longer can attend the wonderful live lectures at my university. They bring in such fascinating speakers--and I can't go, because I can't understand a single word.
One course I teach is Intro to Poetry. A couple of years I decided to try to go to the live poetry reading given by the US Poet Laureate during his visit. I didn't understand a single word.
One problem with live speakers is that Americans (including poets who give live readings) seem not to have a clue any longer about public speaking.
I have Meniere's disease, and I have the same sort of problem you have--I can usually hear that someone is speaking (though not always), but I can't understand the words. It is a stream of undifferentiated mumbling. BUT some people (like my best friend) speak so clearly that I can actually understand them without my hearing aids in, while others mumble and swallow their words to the point that, even if they are using a microphone and I have my aids in, I can't understand a word they are saying. I read lips incredibly well, and I strain and work hard to understand, but some people just do not try to speak clearly at all (the Poet Laureate of that particular year is one of those, by the way).
Ironically, I live within 30 minutes of Olathe, KS, where a school for the deaf is located. Because of that school, Olathe has a movie theater that is close-captioned. But I can't manage to get there to see movies, because I am always so busy.
BTW, you might enjoy my deaf/HoH website (I have 10 websites where I post my articles on many different subjects). It's called I'm Listening as Hard as I Can!:
http://www.deafnotdumb.homestead.com/index.html I write about coping with deafness in a society where people consider us nuisances and become impatient and even rude when we can't understand them. Most, though not all, of my articles are humorous. My readers tell me that I seem to be describing their lives to a T.