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I had the surgery July 31 08. Sometime the end of August they programmed it and I was working on getting used to it. However, a simple trip to my rhuematolgist turned my life upside down. I was diagnosed with cancer. The dr. found a small tumor near my pelvic bone. Of course, that's not the primary source of the cancer. After something like 87 tests, they still can't find it. Must be the size of a gnats asshole. But, these wonderbastards told me I have 3 years to live. And this is Duke University.
Needless to say hearing isn't very high on my priority list anymore. After a mental melt down, I take it one day at a time and feel great. They tried to kill me with chemo and radiation but, I'm back and my last scan - I've got a new dr. said, it's the cleanest scan he's seen in a year and he told me....'honestly, I'm not bullshiting you'. Thank you DOC!!
I'm getting sick of asking people to make phone calls for me. They don't understand medical terminology e.g. radiation vs. radiology and they confuse everything. And most dr's won't communicate with me via email - privacy shit, law suits, who knows. What's the latest technology? Should I get TTY?
I had 2% hearing in my right ear and have 5% in my left which due to tinitus is somewhat distored. Using the implant for the short time I did use it wasn't all that easy. It's like hearing two different things. Since I wasn't born with this deafness and it didn't start until I was in my mid 20's I know what water running etc. sound like. With the implant I hear sounds but, they aren't the same. As in the water running example. I guess you have to use it a lot and over time the brain reprograms the sounds and one begins to identify with these new sounds. I dunno. I need a little more time adjusting to the cancer thing and then I'll give it another shot.
Thanks for posting to me and again, I'm sorry I just went awol. :hug:
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