As I sit here listening to 80's music, part of me is transported back in time to that time.
1984 was the year I was to graduate. I dropped out and got my GED. Met my first real GF, and in 1985 I was married. In 1986 I was a daddy. It was a time of great personal change. We spent 10 years together. In 2005 she died.
Some part of me maps back to the music of the day. Those Raygun years. Those years of new love and dreams.
One of many songs I remember was 'The End of Innocence' - video here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJ5tTt8qIO0If there was ever a political song of the time - that was it. Seems more in tune with now than then.
As I look back tonight to that time of my life, last century, I face a lot of things. Funny how music plays a part in it all. The woman I married is dead now, the songs we shared now seem weird to listen to. But still they have meaning to me - a young man growing up. A different time - but still one where myself and others had hope for the future. And yet things don't always seem that different.
Today we got bush, rove, cheney, we have the whole iraq war, plame, obl, etc and so on. Today I have a new wife, a new child, and a new life - and I don't have a clue as to what the music of the day is.
Today I have the same worries I did then, though a tad different. Not worried as much about the Soviets as I was back in the day, etc.
Education was a mess then. Still is. Health Care? Not any better. War? We had it back then via a cold war, not to mention our involvement in iran contra, et al. Bush 1 was but a VP, and the Iraq wars ahead were not even in mind.
There weren't any wars we were in during Reagan years. It took bush 1 and bush 2 to put us into wars.
As the song I listed says 'we have come so far so fast'. And not in a good way.
There was a moment in time I remember. When I was innocent, young, and filled with hope for the world.
It seems so fleeting now as I look back. Maybe it is just me.