Ted Haggard's Hell on Earth (AlterNet)

[marmar]

Ted Haggard's Hell on Earth

By Sarah Posner, AlterNet. Posted March 23, 2007.



A trip to Tulsa, Oklahoma lays bare the fundamentalism that made the disgraced pastor Ted Haggard live in terror of his own homosexuality.

According to Bishop Carlton Pearson, Ted Haggard isn't going to hell. He's already in hell.

Pearson, 53, was a leading light of the contemporary Pentecostal -- or charismatic -- movement until he rejected the concept of hell a few years ago. Hell, Pearson says, does not exist. Salvation by Jesus, he maintains, is not required for eternal grace. Everyone is saved. The only hell is right here on earth, a creation of fundamentalism, scriptural literalism and the terror that fills the hearts of fundamentalists at each impure thought, each shameful moment of sexual longing. "I'm not trying to convert anybody," Pearson told me recently. "I'm just trying to convince everybody that they're loved. Ultimately redeemed, whoever they are." Pearson calls the notion that a supposedly merciful God would torture people in an eternal hell "absurd and vulgar." It's no wonder then, that Pearson was roundly condemned by his peers, including the pre-scandal Haggard, for his radical views. Haggard, Pearson said, "denounced me and said, 'hell is a physical place.' ... Well, he's right, and he's in that hell right now."

Pearson has known Haggard since they were classmates at Oral Roberts University in Tulsa in the 1970s. ORU, founded in 1963 by the televangelist and faith healer Oral Roberts, demanded "holiness" and required students to sign an honor code pledging not to drink, smoke, dance, party, have sex, or even think about sex. Engaging in any of these activities was evidence of bodily and spiritual occupation by demons that had to be cast out. "If you didn't cast them out, you bound them, 'we bind you in the name of Jesus, we bind that spirit, I rebuke and bind that spirit,'" says Pearson. "So we were always rebuking and binding the things we could exorcise from us. If we wanted to smoke or we wanted to have sex outside of covenant, but we weren't, but the desire never left us, we would just rebuke and bind it. 'I bind it in the name of Jesus.' That's what Ted was trying to do with his life, probably came to the conclusion that he couldn't handle it."

Haggard's father, said Pearson, was an intimidating 400-pound Pentecostal preacher who cast out devils. If he had known his son was gay, Pearson maintains, he "would've cast the devil out of him. ... And Ted would have spit and rolled and frothed. And he might have gyrated. Usually they vomit or they scream, or something like that." Haggard came to ORU "scarred somewhat by his encounters with his father."

Homosexuality, of course, was not tolerated at ORU. Pearson sang with Roberts' traveling musical group, the World Action Singers, from which Roberts expelled two members because they were gay. Roberts' own oldest son, Ronald, committed suicide in 1982 at the age of 37. Pearson says that Ronald, too, was gay. .....(more)

The complete piece is at: http://www.alternet.org/rights/49229/

[Skidmore]

1. And he's cured now, right?

[Lautremont]

2. Well, yeah. I can't see a lifetime of genetically coded behaviour

taking more than two, three weeks to cure.

[marmar]

3. His last declaration was that he was "completely heterosexual."....

It's sad that he can't see that he should work toward curing his religious community, and the larger community, of bigotry and ignorance.

[TechBear_Seattle]

4. That would be an admission that his religious community is WRONG

It is very difficult to shrug off that kind of indoctrination, especially when it was deeply, deeply ingrained as seems to be the situation. Admitting that his religious community is in anyway less that absolutely correct in every detail would likely cause deeper psychological harm than burying his homosexuality.

[Phredicles]

5. An honor code pledging not to think about sex???

I don't even know where to start on how twisted that is.

[Maat]

6. This is SO sad.

I'm 48, my dad passed away about eight months ago, and, now, I come to find out he was most likely a closeted gay (I always thought that he was just a loner who drank constantly). He and my mother had been divorced for three decades. I've always fought for LGBT rights, just out of a sense of justice. I'm just thinking about everything, I guess.

It is SO sad to think that the Roberts son committed suicide because his family could not accept him for who he was.

[ikojo]

7. This American Life did a story on Mr Pearson

as part of a larger show called "heritics." It was very good.

http://www.thislife.org/pages/descriptions/05/304.html

It wont come up on my firefox but maybe someone else will have success.