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My experience there was the crowning one for my opinion of that state. I was an Airman First Class, going to some high-security training at the base. At the time, I was still marginally a church-goer, but the protestant chaplain at Goodfellow was a fundamentalist, and his sort of "Christianity" was very alien to me. So, shortly after I got there, feeling pretty lonely for some non-military company, I ventured into town to a Presbyterian Church one Sunday morning. I took the bus, dressed in my Class A uniform, and seated myself at the back of the church for the service, which was quite familiar to me. I sang the hymns and quietly listened to the sermon.
At the end of the service, a man in his mid-40s came up to me and said, "Look. We think you'd be happier attending services at a chapel on the base. We'd rather you did that." I found out that he was a deacon in that church. I wrote a long letter to my old home-town pastor, with whom I had a very good relationship, relating my experience, and he contacted the church and told me who had spoken to me. He was dumbfounded. The church in my hometown always welcomed any stranger, especially a man in uniform. Heck, you'd be eating at someone's house for Sunday dinner if you walked into that church in uniform and alone.
I was so shocked that I couldn't say a word. I left, never to return to that church. I didn't attend the base chapel, either, and it was part of my journey toward atheism. I was just 22 years old, and pretty naive, generally. I had gotten involved with the civil rights movement before joining the Air Force, but was still very wet behind the ears.
That, and an incident in San Antonio while I was in Basic Training, where I was severely beaten by a couple of guys in cowboy hats and boots after leaving a Mexican restaurant on a day pass, left me with an extremely bad impression of Texas. I was a stranger there, but serving my country. I expected better. I was disappointed. To this day, I have not set foot in that state again, nor will I ever.
"Texas is a whole other country," I guess.
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