With out her, the cloud of depression smothers me!

[Tripod]

I'm holding my own, but it's harder then I thought. I allowed myself to love her, more then she was able to love me. At least I think so. I don't really know how she has felt. I always put it on a love meter that I manifested for myself. Selfish Dan! I can hardly breath, or get myself going, or perform at work. Just remember that this is what I chose.:(

[comtec]

1. im sorry for the very late reply

RL an such.
You will be ok.
I grantee that this will pass.
Everyone here has "been there done that, got the T-shirt", and understands.
I can only assume the route you say you choose was the most logical.

Just keep in mind, it will pass, and things will get better.
I'm not an overtly religious person, but in this instance, Faith is invaluable.
Have faith, things WILL improve, and they will.
Have faith that you WILL be happy again, and you will.

Again I'm sorry for the delay. I've been sick among other irritants of RL.

Peace be with you.

[Tripod]

2. Comtec.

What does RL mean? I appreciate you insight. I'm surviving okay.

[lumberjack_jeff]

3. RL = "Real Life" n/t

[Tripod]

4. Thanks, I get it now, RL, real life,

[Tripod]

5. Fuck! This sucks!

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