I fear that I have completely lost all that I have worked toward. I made a promise to myself that I would stay away from this one man. I have failed. About a month or so ago I asked everyone heres opinion about attending a Frat Party. (see link)
I did not go. I did well that night. Last night I was not so lucky. When does the hopelessness of life go away? When will I be free from this hell that it him? Why can't I tell him no? Inevitable depression has set in.
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