My first connection happened

[northernlights]

It's a young man at work named Bill. I think he is of the age to be an "Indigo" child. They carefully hired people who are empathetic. I liked him right off the bat -- cute in a geeky way, very very smart, and also very very savvy. I had been gently "pushing" him at work as "Scary good" and "scary smart" lol, because he is so good at what we do and it showed throughout training. He's obviously ambitious, but totally positive about it. I'm not ambitious at this job, just need the bridge income. So I'm happy to encourage him.

The whole training group had a meeting the other day with the call center manager. Our line manager, who has been singling me out for harrassment, tried to set me up by calling me to talk on the training problems. Instead of the pile of complaints she expected, I gave a list of high level recommendations on how I would have handled the training, based on my 20 years exp. in marcom. She tried to cut me down, but failed. And then came a critical moment. Bill could have remained silent or sided with our manager. Instead, he offered his own brief recommendation, which dovetailed perfectly into mine.

And then the other day, he noticed I was being left out of certain things, so when I came in (he starts an hour ahead of me) he suggested that I IM him as soon as my systems are up and running, and he'll bring me into the Team IM so I get the same support everybody else has been getting (as I mentioned, the line manager has been trying to sabotage me, lol.)

And then last night he came into my dreams and a heart bond was formed. After none for so long, and it is a very gentle kind of a bond. Different from any I've had in the past with anyone, especially men. Suddenly the idea of "dense" energy has meaning for me, now that I've felt the "light" energy distinguished so clearly. :)