Reply #15: For me,

[undergroundpanther]

I will continue to deal with by bad back,I will get frustrated with my mom,and her untrained dog..I will be hoping for my male chest reconstruction,and I will feel like killing myself at least once during the day..And several times my cats will take my heart away or dazzle me by doing something beautiful.I might do some art watch TV or walk outside.

But really I dunno what will happen tomorrow, It may be good or it might be worse hell I can't tell you what will happen in the next five minutes, for all my lack of seeing the future a speeding meteor might bust in here and kill me in the next hour and burn this house down,or I might buy a lotto ticket and win enough to do some good with it,or my back might miraculously heal itself.. You never know.. Uncertainty is what there is..ahead.Fort some uncertainty causes anxiety it feels like a free fall, to me it is an inescapable reality. Trauma burns it into you that NOTHING is certain..
Some people are so insecure with uncertainty they don't want wisdom they want certainty, in an existence where that particular thing is in very short supply but many manipulative con men get ahead or elected(selected)by faking certainty.They call it CONfidence..